Silence

Do you ever just want to be silent?

Today, I want silence. I don’t want noise and I don’t want chatter. I somewhat want to be alone, but at the same time, I’d greatly enjoy some company. However, I would have nothing to say.

Sometimes, I am content just sitting in the presence of others. Actually, often I am. I think sometimes people think I am rude just because I am happy to simply “be” with them rather than talk to them. Some people are uncomfortable with silence. I, typically, am not.

I get tired of talking. Some people talk up a storm. I can talk for a long time sometimes, but for the most part, I am of few words. I start feeling alone in group conversations where others talk forever, yet I still listen intently. I struggle with enjoying group hangouts. I want one-on-one time. I think this might be a little selfish, partially. I want people to pay attention to me, I guess…sort of. But, it’s not quite that…

Today, I just want silence.

I guess we all need a little break from the constant chaos, the noise, the distraction. Sometimes, we all need a little rest.